that jayson is gone and i don't get to hug/kiss/touch/smell/sit next to him until july or august
that my brother is out of prison and won't get to see him until who knows when
at the possiblity that my brother may very well end up in prison again
that my brother's mental health isn't stable and nothing can/will be done about it
that my best friend, jayson, isn't around until july or august
that this squadron sent martin in place of a staff sgt that is getting to stay home because he and his wife are having their 3rd, yes 3rd baby while martin will miss the birth of his first baby
that i don't have caroline next door
that i don't have katie down the hill and across the street
that the only thing to do here is go barhopping and i don't do that or drink and won't start either
that lucian is missing his wonderful daddy and wants to go up in the airplane with daddy
that the snow decided to come AFTER jayson left, he is the one that likes it and doesn't mind shoveling it
that the stupid wind knocked down our fence TWICE and now i have to put the dogs on a chain & stake combo to go outside because the fence blew over two days before jayson left
that jayson is gone until right before or right after my bday
i don't get to kiss jayson for 6.5 months or a little longer
that our house here is so damn small
that i'm so sad and pissed
And you just feel sad/pissed for as long as you want :) I'm feeling it right along with ya sister!! Miss you and wish that Japan was just a few hour drive away!
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